black hole loveSilence woke me from my sleep.These awkward bubbles of nothing in the morning just before the alarm clock rings and everything starts making this horrible kind of crystal clear sense again.My cold legs begin dragging my comatic body to the bathroom,where the last layers of my narcotic haze gets scratched off my twitching eyes as I wake,blinded by the sterile white of the bathroom tiles as gravity kicks the door in like an unwelcome friend.Phantom sparks of familiar feelings rush through my body,the faint memory of a dream,and I try to remember,but it's gone...I'm alone,and it feels good at first...but then,this thorn in the back of my bra
Halo EffectHalo EffectCome down divineBeautyAnd scatter around meRender me worthyOf this agony andDig into me slowlyTime and time aroundI see...And I feelSo ugly around youCome down divineBeautyMake your flawless imageRain down before meTo baptize this sinful eye of mineTime and time aroundI seeAll the things that make you perfectThe surface broken rottenShattering this mirror And cutting through my unclean skin Leaving bloody trails behindAnd the image you reflectTurns out to be a halo effectCome down divineNo strings to make you fly this timeWhat does it feel like when there'sNothing left to hide
NemesisNemesisRoses grew where blood was spilled,In the world where I was heldthere was no light,I couldn't see,I just felt their thorns in meOh it did't hurt as much as splinters in my open mouth...I tried to kiss the wrong and evil,it burned my face,I couldn't laugh...I couldn't move and I was numb,the wine they gave me it was ill,My pride...it doesn't matter now...for those words I swore to kill...My wings are black and spiked with hate,fear my pain for it's my streinght,My spear immersed in poisoned fate,it burns with fires of sin and woeDo you feel me in your mind,piercing as a demon's kiss,Eternal scars shall wrap and blind
Fading with the tideFading with the tideMy heart has never felt more weightUnder all my masks I hide thatA world that never understood the way I liveWill understand the way I dieMy eyes are bleeding,tears are saltyI drink them just to bleed some moreA world that never understood the way I laughWill understand the way I cryMy teeth they fall apart from overdose heartbeatA underline that took me in to kill and grindA world that never understood the way I seeWill understand me when Im blindIn bed with those black eyes and blood red wineI fall once more just to repeat the last date A world that never understood the way I loveWill unde
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