black hole loveSilence woke me from my sleep.These awkward bubbles of nothing in the morning just before the alarm clock rings and everything starts making this horrible kind of crystal clear sense again.My cold legs begin dragging my comatic body to the bathroom,where the last layers of my narcotic haze gets scratched off my twitching eyes as I wake,blinded by the sterile white of the bathroom tiles as gravity kicks the door in like an unwelcome friend.Phantom sparks of familiar feelings rush through my body,the faint memory of a dream,and I try to remember,but it's gone...I'm alone,and it feels good at first...but then,this thorn in the back of my bra
Halo EffectHalo EffectCome down divineBeautyAnd scatter around meRender me worthyOf this agony andDig into me slowlyTime and time aroundI see...And I feelSo ugly around youCome down divineBeautyMake your flawless imageRain down before meTo baptize this sinful eye of mineTime and time aroundI seeAll the things that make you perfectThe surface broken rottenShattering this mirror And cutting through my unclean skin Leaving bloody trails behindAnd the image you reflectTurns out to be a halo effectCome down divineNo strings to make you fly this timeWhat does it feel like when there'sNothing left to hide
NemesisNemesisRoses grew where blood was spilled,In the world where I was heldthere was no light,I couldn't see,I just felt their thorns in meOh it did't hurt as much as splinters in my open mouth...I tried to kiss the wrong and evil,it burned my face,I couldn't laugh...I couldn't move and I was numb,the wine they gave me it was ill,My pride...it doesn't matter now...for those words I swore to kill...My wings are black and spiked with hate,fear my pain for it's my streinght,My spear immersed in poisoned fate,it burns with fires of sin and woeDo you feel me in your mind,piercing as a demon's kiss,Eternal scars shall wrap and blind
Fading with the tideFading with the tideMy heart has never felt more weightUnder all my masks I hide thatA world that never understood the way I liveWill understand the way I dieMy eyes are bleeding,tears are saltyI drink them just to bleed some moreA world that never understood the way I laughWill understand the way I cryMy teeth they fall apart from overdose heartbeatA underline that took me in to kill and grindA world that never understood the way I seeWill understand me when Im blindIn bed with those black eyes and blood red wineI fall once more just to repeat the last date A world that never understood the way I loveWill unde
Intro: Blood for the innocentBroken.Her eyes opened under the sudden but light rush of adrenaline through her veins, still her sight was blurry and her heart light from the deep sleep. She woke up from her drowsy high, feeling the pressure of reality heavily on her mind. Everything around her was white, the ceiling, walls, bed and floor. Lifting herself up into an uncomfortable sitting position, she noticed that she wore nothing but a white hospital dress. She stood up, extracting the infusion needles from her hands. The first step was easy, only the white floor seemed to be very cold. Something wasn't right about the way her pale skinned legs were shivering after she
untitledHear my whisper,nameless oneI call you hoping just to hear your voice...before I give up hope,Over oceans of despairTouch my skin you faceless oneYour hands are cold but I don't careYou wandered far to come to meSo your cold I gladly bearCross my path and I will followTo see white that culrs our heartsHold my hand and I won't fearThe bitternes of loving scars
One left, One dies-HEARTOh how bitter are the tears I shedNot less the sweetness of the ironyThe man with whom I shared my bedWas gone for good the other dayOh how,was it him to cross my way,surprising?And that a silent weep that met my lipsNot less was I amused that dayTo see his eyes were full of shameOh don't you cry my unloved loverDon't you cry, didn't you know?Who breaks a womans heart apartDeserves a plenty of such woeAnd don't you fall apart, cry nevermoreKeep it all locked up insideSo when you break another heartStep on that shattered glass and shine
cold world infected -2-the ground vibrating under feet of sinnersthe dolls watch my blood run...so fast,faster,faster,faster it beats,it breaks...my veins are burning,I'm defeatedI kiss the street,I kiss the rainit doesn't kiss me back...search for love where there is nonein arms all red and torn in halfand we still hope to find somestill hope some...breath is fading into nothing,...then it's fading back again...I can't wake from this dream myself,my thoughts...they disappear...fascinated by emptyness...could stay like this foreverI soar...upon all my wounds and scars...and my bleeding heart...I forget my stomach ache......for
DementiaLong before I leave your heart, It'll stop beating by my hand.Long before my tear reaches the floor,it'll be covered by your blood.Long before guilt could ever fret my soul,It has turned to ice,static.And cold.In every touch you offer to my body,I'll send to you pain in return.Wake up from your sweet slumberIn my arms you'll find no rest.In my eyes you will drown.
The WanderingThey walk trough ashes of the fallen, They walk with hate and vanity,They seem to have forgotten mercyDon't pity mortals and their cry...Those cruel,those stiff and empty faces,Why do they shine with blissful light?Why does their step echoe as dancingOn the tomb of death itself?On their back they bare the shadows,Are those wings or just their soulsThat follow empty shells and voices,Bound to them as they're still whole?It's calling them,those tragic spiritsOnto the living world to step...The screams of countless dying dreamsThey were betrayed by hope itself
Best FriendWhat of it,friend,you bear the burden...did you notice,I'm one too.I don't mind if you wear me off like clothes...will you remeber our days?There is no harmony in our steps...Where is your soul you held with pride,above the hole where once was mine?I see...you find yours lost upon a cage of bones and skin,the flesh......the body of a man just like a doll you want to use...how cruel,my friend...Just look at it...you broke it all,his heart is torn...and still you stab him with your thorns...You revealed a point of view I cannot stand onto...You forgot his face,his name...but not the taste of his blood on your hands!?I would as
...born in atrophyborn in atrophyWe were born with something missingHiding wounds with selfish kissingTruthful,Faithful,Wonderful-Our birth's perfect aliby,Living outside summer's dawn,Falling back for Eden's crown.We were born in agony,Sun is crawling down my spine.Oh the falling,so divineWith nothing but my soul to loose...I will feel the burning bruiseHeaven calling nevermoreBloody seas with open shores...born in ache and atrophy,wores were virgins once before...
...stay awayStay away my prince of dawnYour bright kisses scar my shadowAnd your touch it burns the frostThat held me safe from colder tidesStay away,I do need silenceEmpty thoughts that wander farYou are not for me to holdI fell from grace too long agoStay away,I'm far too numbTo feel what you say is so trueYou need to feel,you need loveBut no, I do not need toStay away,for heavens sakeAnd all the life that rests in youIf you don't,I'll drain you emptyEven if I don't want toStay away,I don't need no...Light that opens up my eyesTo a world that never saw the pain,Nor the sorrow it left behindStay away,do not return
Inner defianceInner defianceIt's up,It's up,It's upThey will not show up until you know itStay down, stay low, the groundIt's shakingOnly the the two of us remainThe sky is just about to burst into this box we're stuck intoYou know it,don't youThey don't own youEscape,Ecape,run away It's justiceThat follows you from anywhereI wait,I wait,I'm honestOnly the rest is left to takeDon't let the sky explode,in your eyes everything is goldI know it,tooI don't own youYour face reflects the empty skyAnd when you touch my skin yu dry itYou're brighter than a piece of blissIt hurts so much...and still I love itThe burning lig
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