Fading with the tide

My heart has never felt more weight
Under all my masks I hide that
A world that never understood the way I live
Will understand the way I die

My eyes are bleeding,tears are salty
I drink them just to bleed some more
A world that never understood the way I laugh
Will understand the way I cry

My teeth they fall apart from overdose heartbeat
A underline that took me in to kill and grind
A world that never understood the way I see
Will understand me when Im blind

In bed with those black eyes and blood red wine
I fall once more just to repeat the last date
A world that never understood the way I love
Will understand how much I hate

In my breast there flows the acid rendering my state of mind
The steel makes butterflies appear around my tomb
A world that never understood the way I feel
Will stab me with a kinfe when I am numb